Showing posts with label thinking about past. Show all posts
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Thursday, March 07, 2019

Fifty nine

My brain is an unusual one. I get perturbed by small incidents. The mind would replay the whole episode. I think all the alternatives for the given event. I wish I had spoken that way, or I had taken that action or I shouldn't have said those words. But the incident is passed, and I can't do anything about that. These replays continue until the brain gets tired or it has one more incident to worry about. Sometimes I am frustrated and often fascinated by this. Even though there are many more significant things to worry about, I find more interest in worrying about mundane things. It is like itching. Once you start itching, that will lead more itching.