Jealousy

 I always thought I am an ideal person with all the good qualities. After a deeper inspection during last week, I realized I was not. It is strange that deep inside somewhere this jealous feeling is brewing. I understand now that this feeling was in different forms. I also realized that this feeling is the root cause of the unhappiness. All these things are said over and over for centuries. But the realization is the key. 

Fog

 The last few months are of utter confusion. The time is drifting and I am doing nothing. Confused and losing the direction. Shall I bring it back on track? Why we should be always productive? I think sometimes in life we should just drift, directionless. But my only worry is if I get lost in the ocean of time? let me update you when I get back on track.