Hundred fifteen

After the weekend, you are back to work. That day you feel so lethargic and frustrated. It is like you are loaded with a lead brick. One side of yours says work, work, and work. But the whole body just won't budge. This mixture of desire to and being lazy same time is a strange and dangerous mix. All I learned about this sate is that just allow the time to pass and you automatically become ok in 4 to 6 hours. There is no point in pushing yourself at that moment. 

Eighty five

The habits are difficult to keep. They are like a chain if one link is missed rest will miss. If I have to keep a habit going, I need to keep them every day including weekends. Once you miss a habit, next will be missed and by the time you are frustrated and lost patience and end up in binge surfing on the net. The Internet is basically promoting aimless wandering across so that you will see all the advertisements of all the companies across many websites. Oh yes, I am blaming the internet and time being I don't have enough will power for a thorough introspection. 

Sixty eight

When I am cycling or walking, I will get some ideas and plan to write on them. But I forget it later. So next time whenever I get an idea I should write and keep it. The weekend is getting over fast many things to finish. Tomorrow morning I should go for photography for sure. I also plan to go for a long cycle ride. I purposefully won't do it, or Youtube is stealing it? I have no clue. Getting inspired by reading great stuff is so easy but putting that to action is so difficult. I have to find ways to get rid of short term gratifications. Oh today, I am also supposed to learn some amount of Video editing. I have to finish that, I have set a target to myself- if I complete making the video, I will buy that software. 

Sixty one

Today I am late to log. Passing the time with Youtube and review sites. Testing waters for learning cinematography. Starting with a gimbal. I am searching, do I need one? Since I have a camera with sensor stabilisation. I also downloaded the trial version of Corel video studio. Still, this is not an uncomfortable zone. I have to find really some awkward things to do. Cold water bath for a month, or a month without sugar, or complete fasting for 24 h or bare minimum budget month.